I know it’s been a hell lot of time since i’ve written in my blog, but… as it turns out, having a “normal” life takes more time than i thought.

But it’s here in this night (¿? @ 4:43 am), listening to Chrono Trigger’s At the bottom of the night midi, that i find an inspiration for today.

Growing up, changing, turned out to be more… difficult and surprising that i’ve would’ve thought: for the bad and for the good.

I have an amazing girlfriend whom i love so much, i have friends, videogames, yugioh, control of most of my feelings without having to… “change” myself for that.

But where does the past stay? All that free time to think, all that blessed ignorance…
I can’t say i’m not glad of getting over Ruby and Saphire, but…

As i learn, grow up, change, and acknowledge more things, the more bad essence i discover in this mostly-rotten world. Cheating, hating, two-faced, hypocrites, selfishness, and more are the dark clouds that are covering our times.

Not complaining, just… trying to remember some things that i’ve forgotten. I miss some of them (mJ, Pureness of the Blessing of Ignorance, etc), but i am really happy to have left behind some of my past (Being inmature, knowledgeless, helpless…), and i… i wouldn’t change a thing of what it has become right now.

Man, sometimes… sometimes i find myself compared to Dexter (the psychopath from that tv series). And it’s not surprising to find a lot of similarities. It isn’t frightening either.

I’m starting to look like Aska by making this weird life-related posts… and in english.

Oh, well, i need to tell the air about this. It’s about to be 5 am here, and i haven’t slept… damn.

Take care, world. You need to take care.